Saturday, November 21, 2009

Inviting Light Into Our Darkest, Smallest Spaces

Channeled through KellyRose Zuvuya
White Star Sanctuary, Las Vegas

It is the natural law of energy that when you expand, when you grow in your awareness and in your capacity to hold light, that you inevitably shake loose the negative, the blockages, the limiting belief structures under which one creates a life. It is an inevitability that when you grow larger through the work that you do to know your true divine nature that you must also encounter and face those things that are in the absence of your true divine nature. These experiences may come in the reflection of another or your own self talk, but inevitably there is always a point at which your expansion will guide you right into those places where you need the most love, where you need the most awakening to the truth of who you are.

So it is not uncommon that as you expand you will also feel the pain that you have held, perhaps very deeply and unconsciously until it comes up and it is right in front of you. Or perhaps it has come to you many times over the years each time getting more and more clear, and conversely, more and more painful. And yet, we say to you, even though the pain becomes more intense as you evolve it is not because you have done something wrong, it is because you are the intensity of that light and the intensity of your pain has now been matched. And because of the intensity of light with which you engage your life, the intensity of the pain can now be released.

You do not grow so that you cannot feel pain, you grow so that you can learn how to experience the energy of pain without over-identifying with it and allowing it to take you down. And, so that you may be there for others who will inevitably encounter their own pain, their own suffering, in their own way and their own time. The greatest gift you can give in those moments when you are supporting another is simply to be in the compassion in your heart without losing contact with the light of your essence. In other words, we encourage you to not over-identify with the pain as you hold yourself and others with compassion. Draw the light of your essence, your wholeness, your infinite connection to Source energy and infuse that through your heart as you connect with others; be it through your personal relationships, through your work, through your most intimate relations, and of course in your relationship to yourself. Never forget to take the light when you go into a dark place.

Now is the time to remember and learn how to use your tools to reconnect with Source energy no matter where you are in your process of expansion or contraction. And, where ever you are, you are allowed to connect to Spirit. It is not only when you are expanding and feeling the joyous wave of creation that you are allowed to feel Spirit. It is in those times when you need it most, when you are contracting and integrating, and going into the deepest darkest places of your soul that you are not only allowed to connect with your true divine nature, but it is essential.

We encourage you to give yourself reminders that no matter where you are in your creative wave, just like the wave of the ocean- whether you are creating and forming the most beautiful wave on which to surf, or you falling into the shore and dispersing your energies, or you are integrating and coming back into the body of water which will make the next wave- you always have the option and the ability to connect and stay connected with the light and the love, the acceptance, the unconditional presence of the Divine. It is true that when you are in a contracted place, or when you are in the darkest places it is very like you will forget and disconnect. But we wish to remind you that being in the dark does not mean the light does not exist, it simply means you have forgotten to turn it on and to connect with that from which you came.

What if in those moments of contraction, or deep process, you could allow yourself to connect with the love of the divine father and the support of the divine mother? You would still be contracting and processing, it would not take that away, but it would soften your experience. The journey of being human is indeed the journey of disconnecting from the oneness that you are, from which you came, and then reconnecting- sometimes many times in one day, sometimes many times in one minute. Your process of release and grief and letting go can be hard enough. Can you allow yourself to be held in the arms of the divine as you go through this, so as to allow yourself the grace that the child cells inside your body are so longing to receive?

We invite you to consider a mantra: Even though I am in so much pain, I allow myself to connect to the Divine; even though my heart is breaking, I allow myself to connect to Great Spirit; even though this place that I am sitting in is so dark and confusing, I leave the door open and I turn the light on; even though I feel so tired in this moment and so hopeless, and so small, I give myself permission to be in the presence of the holiest of holies.

When you do this, you allow grace to re-enter your life. You put one toe back in the current of divine synchronicity and the universal energy of love, and with that one toe you can begin to breathe the consciousness of love and acceptance back into your life. While the mind may be judging, and while the mind may feel so very powerful, it could never be as powerful as one toe in the current of universal love.

There is no punishment for contracting. There is no punishment for processing these deep places of wounding inside of you. Begin to rewire your consciousness to recognize this experience of depth in your healing is not punishable and does not mean that you are cut off from your divine mother and your divine father. You could never do anything to get yourself cut off from your divine mother and your divine father.

So, we encourage you to invite a practice into your life that may challenge you for it is not the practice that many of you are use to of entering into a meditative state or a spiritual practice in order to expand your light so that you feel Great Spirit. Rather, this is a practice of allowing Great Spirit into your life even in the most “closed” of spaces, the smallest of spaces. You need not even expand to allow it in, allow the expansion to happen on its own simply by connecting to the idea of it, opening the door, inviting it in.

It is now time to call into the center of the circle loved ones that are in need of a blessing, in need of grace in their lives. And as we draw these beings in and presence them in our circle, we acknowledge them right where they are- expanded, contracted, or in a point of stasis, nothing happening at all- and we honor the growth of this individual soul, we honor their place on the creative wave. We stand in our own integrity and truth, knowing exactly who we are as beings of divine light, and we witness these loved ones in front of us allowing them to be right where they are. We let them know that even as they are contracting, in a place of darkness or fear, that we are simply holding the door open for them, not only to see our light and the truth of who we are, but in turn to see the reflection of the light that lives inside of them. And we remind each of these beings that having contact with the Divine is their birthright, no matter what they are going through.

We call upon the holiest of holies and we ask that all souls here be restored, may all karmic bonds be cleansed and released in the light of love and may grace precede us in all that we do. So be it.

11/11 Inner Mastery Activation

Channeled By KellyRose Zuvuya
White Star Sanctuary

Take a moment now to connect in with all of the other groups that have gathered around the world today to join in this opportunity for connection to the Divine, Divine Oneness. Allow your personal intentions and group intentions to be supported by the larger group intention that is being held around the world tonight for peace, for higher understanding, for a greater level of conscious awareness, and connection to our souls’ true purpose for being her in this time, in this place, in these bodies.

This truly is today a gateway of opportunity through which you may pass as you say “yes” to the connection of your soul with the rest of your earthly existence. Continuing to allow this marriage of soul, body and mind you open your own inner doorway to the Oneness energy, the connection with all other things and the greatest source of support you will ever encounter.

Each of you have visions and dreams of how you would like your life to look, and each of you is living at least one piece or part of the vision already. When you focus upon the part you are living already for what it is: for the door way that it is to your soul, you allow it to grow and appreciate. You allow its value to become the central focus of your lives. Some of you are living your dream and vision already quite fully. Some of you are seeing your vision quite fully and are walking towards it with more and more certainty every day. Whatever aspects of your life you are truly grateful for, whatever aspects of your life you know to be in alignment with your soul’s purpose, allow them to surround you now, allow them to grow larger in your awareness, allow them to become your pure focus as you breathe into these aspects of your life with sweet appreciation and gratitude.

You have an opportunity today to walk through yet another gateway of initiation, and we wish to encourage you that the key that unlocks this doorway is your appreciation and your gratitude for what you have already created because of your positive intent. In fact, when you sit in this appreciation and gratitude energy you find that there really is no lock at all. You may, at times, create resistance for yourself that shows up as a lock, or you may call it a blockage. We encourage you to invite in this frequency of appreciation in those moments of resistance. Focus on one thing you are appreciative of, and let it multiply your positive intent. And through this multiplication of your positive intentionality the doorway opens, and all that is left to do is put one foot in front of the other and carry yourself through the threshold- the threshold of your ability to appreciate yourself and walk into a whole new realm of appreciation for yourself as a Divine being co-creating your life with other Divine beings of pure positive intent.

The energy of mastery that is present to you now in this moment is not accessible through preparation, through study, through perfection. It is accessible through the discipline of appreciation and gratitude of self as a Divine Being. All masters must learn discipline, and this discipline that we encourage you to learn for your self is simple, not always so easy, but simple. To appreciate who you are is to not look at what you have done, and to criticize yourself for what you have not done yet. But it is to simply be in awe of your capacity to create, your capacity to love, your capacity to create from that love. And by creation we mean the most raw sense of that word: creation being the way that you see yourself, the way you breathe in the life force, the way you receive your communion with Spirit, with the Divine Oneness, the way in which you stay connected to the love that you are.

Developing inner mastery means weathering the storm of self-criticism. Developing inner mastery means weathering the storm of rejection. Developing inner mastery means coming back to what is real, every day, not just some days but every day.

Inner mastery is about navigating the very delicate landscape of the emotional body and learning how to experience your feelings rather than identify with them. Inner mastery is the process of allowing yourself to sit in silence and in joy and appreciate the light that comes from within you regardless of the quality of the light that is around. Inner mastery is about bringing your light, your truth, your love of self as a Divine Being and as a Human Being into all of your life- not just some of your life but all of your life. Inner mastery means that you know your core wounds, your core issues, you might call them. You know what they are, where they come from, and you know how to give yourself a healing response when you find yourself immersed in the space of the wound. Inner mastery means you know how to not do it all by yourself, but how to access the guidance that directs you towards the resources that you need; whether it be a spiritual guide or being, a friend, family member, healer, nature. Inner mastery means that you know when to reach out for support. You know when you have reached your limits. You know when you must sit in the unknown, and you are comfortable sitting in the unknown when your inner mastery is developed.

So today is a day of receiving more of your inner mastery. It is a day of activating your memory of all your power through your lifetimes. It is a day of stringing together the aspects of your soul that you may have lost along the way and pulling them into alignment with this lifetime, this space, this moment. Allow yourselves now to align with your power in every lifetime you have experienced. Receive the downloading of information as light-waves through your heart, through your third eye. Breathe into your first chakra to stay grounded as you receive this download. Let the rest happen naturally for it is your birth-right, it is a gift that you are ready for.

(long pause to receive the gifts)

As you receive the gifts from these lifetimes in which you may have struggled to stay in contact with your power, you feel the pieces of your puzzle, the pieces of your true Divine nature coming back into alignment with your powerful self as a master of your inner landscape. You know that your wounds do not define who you are and you know that your defenses are merely a way of protecting who you are not. And as you claim your inner mastery you anchor yourself in safety, trust, love and acceptance, and deep respect for the Divine that dwells within you.

Today is a day on which you can make a commitment to live from your inner mastery. This is a commitment of appreciation and gratitude, and love for who you have been, who you are now and who you shall become. Above all it is a commitment to know thyself, to see thyself with the most loving and compassionate eyes. Take the next few moments to receive whatever guidance is most appropriate to you know.

(pause to receive personal guidance)

Inner mastery is not about perfection. It is about being able to see our imperfections and stay in contact with the grace of the Divine as we hold our perfect imperfections with appreciation.

You may presence now any who are in need of a blessing, extra support. And as we presence each person we acknowledge their potential for inner mastery. We sit in the radiant light of our own masterful selves, acknowledging our imperfections and loving our perfect connection to the Divine. We hold the door open for each of these people as if you say: “when you are ready, this gateway of grace stands open before you”.

May all souls be restored, may all karmic bonds be cleansed and released, and may grace precede each of you in all that you do. So be it.