Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The True Healer

White Star Sanctuary, Las Vegas
Channeled through KellyRose Zuvuya

We spoke last week of the Season of Presence being upon you (see "The Season of Presence" channeling). The Season of Presence meaning a season of staying present; allowing yourselves to be present with each other and acknowledging that presence as the greatest gift you could offer another. We wish tonight to expand upon that, to dive even deeper into what it means to be present and how this presence that you each carry with you- the capacity for presence- is the deepest and most profound healing that you can do for humanity, for a loved one and certainly for yourself.

At a time when there is so much happening- the holiday season brings up extra obligations and commitments and festivities- it would be fair to say that calling upon this request for presence from your inner being is perhaps quite a challenge. It may be challenging enough at times in your life when there is nothing going on, let a lone times in your life when there are pressures of holiday celebration, end of year events, closing a chapter, closing a year of growth! Of course because this is a most challenging time to practice this, we wish to extend to you an invitation to practice it with patience, and a sense of effortlessness. For it is true that being present is the most effortless thing that you could possibly do. Your mind may have you believe otherwise, but we wish to impress upon you the truth as we see it that being present and allowing Spirit to move through you is the most graceful and therefore, the most effortless thing that you can do.

Now we do not say that it is easy, for challenging that part of your brain that wants to “do” in order to feel better about your self may bring your entire perspective to a place of unraveling. Are you up for that challenge? Would you be up for that challenge if you knew that it allowed you to breathe more deeply, to love more fully, to feel more authentically, to trust more completely? Consider allowing yourself to grow more deeply in contact with yourself by being present to all that you are feeling around your intentions for creation.

It is important to clarify that what we are speaking of when we say to be present to all you are feeling is not to get caught up in, or taken over by, or overwhelmed with all that you are feeling because you over-identify with it. But rather what we are speaking of is becoming so present to all that you are feeling that you become the unbiased observer of yourself. Besides giving you more stability and allowing you to love more freely and trust more completely, would it make a difference to you if we told you that this presence that you are cultivating within yourself is the road or the path of the true healer. To be a true healer means that you are present to yourself first.

To be able to see and acknowledge the distortions in others, the problems the difficulties the pain, is one aspect- one very small aspect actually- of embodying healership as a human being. We wish to share with you our perspective that it is the embodied presence of authentic self holding a vibrational resonance of truth, security, acceptance and reverence that profoundly and most effectively opens the door for healing to occur.

You know within your very selves that when you are dealing a challenge, a struggle, a problem, it is not the friend or the guide that comes along and tells you the “way to do it” that will ultimately shift you. You know yourself from your very experience that it is the surrender on your part to a new possibility, a new way of being, of perceiving, of living and creating, that allows you to turn the corner for healing in your life. You know from your own experience that no matter what anyone tells you it is not until you are ready to embrace the new, it is not until you are ready to take a step towards a higher vibration of truth, that you will indeed make that step. And if you were to really remember the people in your life that have made the greatest impact upon the changes in your life, how do your remember them? Were they aggressive? Where they coming only from the rational mind? Or were they people that came from their hearts and from an embodiment of the path that you wished to travel down?

For many of you who are seeking this greater awareness of self and connection to self, there is also a great longing to be healers for others; and we wish to invite you to the new healers paradigm. There is a door open to you now to embrace healing from the perspective of embodiment of healing. From this paradigm we see no healer and there is no healed, it is simply the passage of one resonance, of one frequency, to another with deep, clear and authentic presence.

Now we know that this means if you are to be present with yourselves completely and authentically that you may need to cleanse more deeply than you have ever before. You will likely need to take it to the next level and become that much more aware of the limiting thoughts, beliefs and actions/reactions that you have been engaging in for eons of time. And for this, we say to you, there is also a door open.

We wish to also share with you the benefits of moving into this paradigm. One of the main benefits of moving into this new way of being a healer is that you no longer need to take in or take on the undigested emotional frequency of the other in order to be of service. Allowing yourself to be in the resonance of your true divine nature is enough. Everything else that you do is like the icing on the cake. But don’t forget that the icing and the cake are eaten together, enjoyed together: they are one. This means that all you do in the name of healing comes from this grounded and centered place of knowing, observing and anchoring into your authentic self. Being present without judgment to your self first. This is, indeed, the least selfish thing you can do, because when you connect into your authentic self first, before you offer support or healing to another you are ensuring that all support offered to the other does not come from a need within yourself. And when we say “need” we speak of the basic needs of being human: safety, security, love, acceptance, reverence and respect. When you tend to these needs inside of yourself first, you become the beacon of light, you become the vessel of forgiveness, you become the container for the Divine that is the True Healer.

Acknowledge yourselves, each of you, as healers. We invite you if you so choose, to walk through the door that is all the more open on this New Moon Eve to embrace the healer that you are from this place of grounded presence, responsibility for self. And as you walk through the door, notice that there is a guide waiting for you on the other side. This is your new healing guide- the one that is going to work with you specifically to help you find the resources and tools to deepen your observer self, to deepen your presence, to deepen your non-judgmental compassionate witness. This guide will help you tend to all the unmet needs of the child consciousness that still lives within, with grace and love.

Now standing with your guide behind you it is time to invite into the center of the circle any who you would like to send an extra blessing to, any loved one or part of the earth, anyone you would like to honor from this new perspective of awakening healership. And as you presence these people in the center of the circle, allow your guide to assist you in staying connected to the Divine Light, the Christ or Buddha consciousness, the I AM consciousness that dwells within you. And once you are anchored in that consciousness inside of yourself you may call upon the I AM consciousness within the other. See the light of their Star Being Self shining brightly before you. Hold your hands out to this being in front of you as if to say, “I am here holding space for you as I ground into the earth, into myself, into the commitment of responsibility that I pledge to be awake and aware to my own human being-ness. I hold that for you, my brother, my sister. I pledge to tend to the needs of my own mind, my own body, my own soul first, and in doing so I become a model of this healing for you.”

May all souls here be restored, may all karmic bonds be cleansed and released and may grace precede you in all that you do. So be it.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

The Season of Presence

Channeled 12/9/09
White Star Sanctuary, Las Vegas

Each of you is carrying around with you at this time a little extra burden. That burden has to do with the weight, the heaviness of the world that comes from expectation at this time of year. In the midst of a holiday season that has so many expectations for joy, giving, receiving and celebration there is, too, much held in human consciousness that is not those things. And for you as “sensitives”, as empaths that care very much about the way you live your life and the way that you show up in the world, the discrepancy or space between the expectation of celebration and the reality of life challenges, pain, struggle and imperfection, can at times feel like a burden for you to carry. The mind may see it or experience it as confusion, while the body may experience it as fogginess, lethargy, aches (especially of the head). For this burden is also known as overwhelm, the overwhelm of realities not lining up- or in other words, your experience of “fantasy vs. reality”.

Of course there are ways in which, yes, you can see the joy and the beauty and you can find the Spirit of the holiday season, meaning the Season of Light- all of the holidays that are celebrated this time of year are truly seasons of Light. And yet, there is a longing within you to have more synchronicity and integrity with these celebrations and authentic experience of them. See if you can drop into at this moment, for yourself, what it is that you expect out of the Season of Light. Perhaps you have expectations that are realistic and some that are not so realistic. See if you can, without judgment, look at what expectations you may have and what are the true longings or needs of your soul within those expectations.

As you move through this collective web of exchange between you and your loved ones, of both light and the absence of light, can you hold a space of compassion as an un-biased observer of those places within you that have yet to hold the light of love, of safety, of reverence? And could you allow this season to be a season of cleansing those places within you that have yet to hold the Divine Light? Could you reach for that ideal without the expectation that you do it perfectly? For we wish to remind you, or perhaps you are hearing for the first time (but we think probably not), that there is no ideal that you will experience 24 hrs a day every day of the year. And yet, there is a longing from your soul to experience unity with this Light. So it is in a way a sort of paradox: you reach for the ideal light, knowing that the “ideal” exists in imperfection.

Return to a time when you were a child, a young child so full of excitement, not only for the holiday season but for each activity that you engaged in- bringing the light of your essence into everything that you did. For some of you, you may need to go back to very young years- perhaps infancy, 2 or 3- and for some of you, you may be able to go back to your teenage years and still see yourself bringing forth your light. Whatever the case may be we encourage you to reconnect with that childlike vision, that childlike essence of creation. Breathe into your hearts and align with the essence of you as an innocent. And as you breathe out from that place of essence, consciously send that innocence into the web of connection that unites all of humanity especially at this time of year. For, from our perspective, that ideal that you each long to return to and reach for is the longing of humanity to experience its playful innocence amidst the challenges, amidst the crossed wires of your brains and the discomforting reactions of the body, the turbulent emotions of your feeling nature, the imperfections of being human. Children are not perfect but they are present, they are unified with the divine light inside.

From our perspective it is the longing for presence, the longing for something real, soul to soul, essence to essence connection with each other that humanity is reaching to remember. So while on one dimension there is a sense of lack at this time of year, of “not having” - whether it is food or clothing or heat or toys, there is also an incredibly abundant potential source of soul food that is your deep and real presence with each other. And so we encourage you to move through this Season of Light as though it were a Season of Presence, not to be experienced and then packed away in boxes to put on shelves until next year, but a season of presence which is cultivated within you to carry into 2010. Be present with yourselves in all that you are feeling, be present with yourselves in all that you are experiencing and then take that presence and walk with it, walk with that presence into the newness that awaits you: the rebirth, the collective rebirth of your year.

For yes, it is true, you will find people more willing to make contact during this season, and we encourage you to allow it to remind you of the walk that you strive to walk, the talk that you intend to walk, every day of your life. Giggle to yourselves when the cashier, the attendant, or the stranger makes contact with you and say to yourself, “Ha! I have been here all along, where have you been? So good to see you again! So good to acknowledge you my brother, my sister. Thank you for remembering, even if it was just for this day, or this month.” And then take that energy exchange and let it fuel and feed the fire within you, the fire of your own presence, your own authenticity- the real you. Let it feed the fire of the real you, and let that fire cleanse away all that is not you: your defenses, your habitual reactions, your stories. Then breathe and feel your hearts. Remember that the greatest “present” truly is your presence.

It is now time to draw into the center of the circle any whom you would like to give a blessing, or a gift to. Perhaps it is a child that has very little in their lives and doesn’t know what it means to have a full tree of wrapped gifts. Perhaps it is someone that is ill or someone that is struggling deeply to remember who they are. And as we draw them in to center of the circle we connect first with deep presence to the light of the essence within us and then we acknowledge the light of the essence within each of these beings as we say to them, “drink from this unending source of abundance, drink from this well of love, it is yours to remember who you truly are.”

May all souls here be restored, may all karmic bonds be cleansed and released and may grace precede you in all that you do. So be it.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Collective Call To Gather Strength

Channeled By KellyRose Zuvuya
12/2/09 Full "Oak" Moon
White Star Sanctuary, Las Vegas

The call to connect with the natural forces of this Earth and of the cosmos is one of personal growth. It is a personal call that comes from within each of you and a collective call- a collective call from the cosmos, from the oneness to which you are each connected. For as you enter into the months of winter and the months of reflection and inner work, integration of all that you have created and all that you have released there is, too, a collective hibernation. It is a collective contraction and integration of what you as a collective organism upon this earth have been creating and set into motion, certainly since the beginning of time itself but especially since the old structures have begun to crumble and the old ways of being, the old paradigms, have begun to dis-integrate. And so, tonight as you allow yourself to nestle into your “mother’s lap”, your Divine Mother Earth’s unconditionally accepting lap, you are not only gathering strength for yourselves as individuals, but also for the collective- the collective momentum that is building to burst through the bubble of limitation around your ability to give and receive the love that you are.

As you contemplate the path of your particular soul’s purpose, as you sit in the mystery of its unfolding, it is helpful to visualize a large tree- whatever type of tree resonates for you. See your body as the trunk of this tree and allow the roots of your tree to be like the energetic cords that connect you to the earth. Cords that stabilize you, just as the roots of the tree stabilize, nourish, support you. This stability often comes in ways that are unseen or un-provable. See if you can simply allow yourself to settle more deeply into this great network of support that walks with you wherever you go, planting you firmly into your life, your soul’s creation.

(pause to connect to this energetic network of support)

Allow your body and your entire energy field to receive the blessing of Mother Earth beneath you- she who never goes away, she who is always just beneath our feet. Ask yourself, how would your life change if you connected in this way? If you reminded yourself of the earth beneath you, in the most trying, challenging, darkest hour? And you might say in response, “I simply do not know how my life might change, for wouldn’t there still be pain and suffering and struggle on the planet even if I remembered there was an earth beneath me? How could that possibly make a difference?” And we say to you, it simply makes a difference because it is what connects all of you in physical form.

You know that the current of love, that essence spark within each of you, is the oneness energy that connects you all spiritually. But did you know, or stop to realize, that the Mother Earth beneath you is what connects each of you as physical beings, as human beings. The level of disconnection from Mother Earth by humanity is directly related to the level of disconnection between you and among you as brothers and sisters who have forgotten that you are all related. For some of you it may be easier to connect to another human being than it is to connect to the earth; and yet for others of you it may be much easier for you to connect to the earth than to a fellow human being. And we are not necessarily speaking of those human beings whom you admire, like and are fond of. Rather we are speaking of the fellow human beings by which you are repelled, those human beings whom repulse you in their actions, anger you with their words, frustrate you with their unawareness, inconsideration.

And so we say to you, it is with these human beings that we suggest you begin to connect with by connecting first to the mother from which you all came. In doing so you will be able to create to the strength that not only supports each of you in your personal soul’s intentions for positive creation but you will be able to create and manifest the strength necessary for the human race to succeed in this next chapter of challenges. For now is the time not only to gather strength for yourself but to gather strength as a collective.

It is true that hatred, disgust, guilt, envy, jealousy, judgment, criticism create the weakest link in the template that you are all being called upon to create. And not only that, but we wish to explain that when you are in the vibration of those energies you are not a part of the solution, the team. So it is no wonder that you feel so lonely and isolated and bad. Because when you engage in these energies it is as though you have cast yourself out of the family and you have isolated yourself from the love of your mother and your father, your brothers and your sisters.

Now, is it possible to experience these negative experiences and emotions and still stay connected? Yes. And the reason is because you always have choice, one of your greatest gifts as human beings. It is your free will to choose again. For many of your responses to your fellow human beings are not responses at all, they are simply reactions to what has gone before you, to what has always been. Your reactions, therefore, are quite understandable. From our perspective there is no judgment about your judgment of self and others. It is simply an observation, shall we say, that when you choose to stay in these divisive energies your plight becomes that much harder. And yet, the reverse is true, that when you allow yourself to notice: “Ahh, I just had a most critical thought, I just felt the most disgust, anger and resentment towards that person/group of people and I am human and this is what has come before me, this is what was modeled before me.” On some level you learned this behavior, this reaction. And so while we wish to take away the idea of fault or blame in this dialogue we also wish to let you know that it is your responsibility and your empowered choice only that will allow you to release yourself from what has been- the “has been reaction”. Then align with your intention for strength not only as an individual, but as a collective, knowing that this collective consciousness of love, of strength, of determination to create more joy, bliss, peace and comfort is the direction that your soul truly wants to go.

So we encourage you to observe yourselves in relationship to others, in relationship especially with those from whom you distance yourself. Perhaps it is as close as a family member or as distant as a leader of another country; in either case, we encourage you to choose again. Gather your strength not only for your personal intention to drink form the core of Mother Earth, but to drink from the collective web of brotherhood and sisterhood. We encourage you to acknowledge your discomfort, disdain, aggravation and sadness and allow it to be here in it is fullest expression filling up every cell of your body, if you must, to give it the space that it needs to fully be seen by you in all its intensity. And then dear ones, choose again.

Choose to take a deep breath, connect to the earth beneath your feet and make a promise to your Mother: to do your very best to get along with your “siblings”, to open your hearts and allow the mind to serve the longing of your heart, and to allow the strength from the deepest depths of the rich soil beneath you to anchor that sacred, sacred space of your heart’s true longing and your soul’s true purpose. It will be a much easier ride if you don’t do this alone, if you don’t isolate yourself from this grand source of support that not only comes from the realm of Spirit, which is always here for you, but which also comes as you extend yourselves out beyond what is so easily accessible as unconditional love and challenge yourselves to love and transform even the most habitually conditioned reactions in yourself and the other.

Take a few moments now to receive the download of strength from the heavens and the upload of vitality from the Earth to support you in your personal intentions for positive creation for the coming months of this winter season. And now we will fire the grid, so to speak, among you as brothers and sisters moving through this life experience awakening each of you individually and collectively. Join us in making the sounds that will fire this grid and connect you to the strength that you all need to carry you through the coming months. Allow the crystalline template of your energy field to settle in and align with that of the collective consciousness for awakening to the one true current of energy that is love.

It is the time to draw into the circle anyone you would like to send a blessing to. Particularly anyone or any group of people that you have been having a difficult time with lately. As you breathe and allow this grid of consciousness that connects all of us to be come more apparent, central, to your soul’s individual purpose, we invite those in the center of the circle to invite that Truth to resonate within each of them. May all Souls here be restored, may all karmic bonds be cleansed and released, and may grace precede us in all that we do. So be it.